LifeWasSoReal

Rain the ever spitting falling and everlasting not to please in the least what is thought to matter but just to silently fall and linger in the styngian, subtle uninterpreted atmosphere Enraptured is the motion, inside the air flickering without pause into the recessed solitude of an endless autumn sky of unimaginable proportions Finally a place has an existence where life and death can meet together converge and nestle within the frigid air Sorrow covers the sky in thick black smoke bleeding incessantly as the physical world echoes on and on through the eons that feel as though they were only seconds...

Tonight, endless luminous night sleep is evading me as I lay, alone drenched in solitude my mind oppressing me in this bed of uncertainty and irrefutable indecision rich twilight radiates helplessly down from my window out of the black seemingly endless dead of night forever lying awake, exposed and uncertain my soul cannot escape the weight of existence, the time wearing on for eternity after apathetic eternity do I wish that something could save me is it really rest that I want from the confusion, the insufferable perplexity or just my longing for an answer

The sky, echoing over the ocean horizon lies choking on charcoaled reason much like your eyes the emerald souls between your face that you left behind years ago, before the realization came, implicitly that really,you didn't need me that what we had in each other, was really nothing and before you were convinced of my absolute insanity The things that lack names, that are left unsaid over the whole of this short eternity what I feel when anything in life is true whatever, whenever being alive has meaning I read their meanings as I stare off into our love's horizon and I realize that I exist only for you